The following are the words by an acquaintance of mine.... describing the feeling for beloved... I found them to be very touching... no malice... no ulterior motives... no real materialistic expectations... just pure LOVE !!!


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Even when my lover scolded me for calling at his house I never felt bad. Even when he stopped seeing me I had only love for him, I just wanted to be with him, just see and touch him, to look after him and just serve him. I knew his wife does not look after him well, that he was very vulnerable and I just wanted him not to be troubled or inconvenienced in any way.Even now, when he has broken up with me without even telling me, all I feel towards him is love, goodwill and affection.

Whenever I think of him I get a lump in my throat. I long for his sight and touch. I will be just happy to have him before me, only if he will allow me to clean his room which would always be in such a mess. Only if he allows me to press his feet when he is tired. Only if he allows me to bring him a cold glass of water when he is tired. Only if he allows me to hang his clothes in the wardrobe when those come back after washing and ironing. Only if he would allow me to cook and serve him meals whenever he is back from work late.

No, I do not want sex with him if he does not want it.I do not want a kiss if he does not want to. I do not want to embrass him in front of his wife, kids, friends and relatives. I just want myself to just be recognized by him. Even if he takes cognizance that I exist, it is enough for me. But I do love him more than any body in this world. And I can not do this for any other person.

AND IF THIS IS NOT NATURAL I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ELSE IS NATURAL.

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I am really touched PC !! I dunno if I can say that I can 'empathize' with you, but surely I can relate with your feelings...